I think I'm going to delete this and maybe come back in a few weeks. Playing it just pisses me off at this point. I can't finish a contract successfully because I can't within-the-rules get any limbs to replace anything that blows off (oh boy, maybe I can manually buy one or two replacements of every single limb my mechs have and might possibly lose before every contract! What a fun way to make sure I never have to worry about having cash on hand!) When I do fight, it's invariably against bigger, harder opponents- I am almost always out-BVed even on the 'green' difficulty, and outskilled as well despite taking a veteran rated force against "green" enemies that inexplicably have a third 3/4 pilots, and the AI. Oh god, the AI. I have begun just auto-quitting any extraction raids, because Princess can't understand that it might not be the best idea to R:2 (+0) with a flatbed truck next to an enemy hunchback. I think I've managed to win 1 extraction raid in years of IC play. The rest of the time, the civilians suicide rush the enemy before I can even get there. For a nice change of pace, I sometimes get to do real fights, where my attached liaison will happily do the same thing so that I can't possibly make headway in contract score. I sure do love having to make my fast medium lances move with only +1 move mods in a desperate attempt to get the enemy to shoot me instead of my increasingly misnamed ally. Of course there's no way to alter the bot's AI settings once you're in the Megamek lobby to be able to say "Civilians, guys, maybe you should be more cautious!" So the only answer is to dead sprint at the enemy and then start moving horrifically suboptimally and hope you can get the killcount right before your allies inevitably explode. Right now I'm staring at a scenario where my command lance has to beat back an extraction raid by the enemy. Outnumbered? Check, a heavy and medium lance versus me and Captain Useless the 4/5 VL-2T. Out-BVed? Oh god, of course. And I have to kill half of them in ten turns? Give me no time limit and it's a coin flip if I'll take half out before I lose half! And this is what pretty much every single battle is. I'm dispirited, pissed off that I'm so wretchedly and uselessly bad at Battletech, and I just... I need a break. :-[
edit: Ah, right. The other battle for the week is in a savannah with my medium lance in a standup fight- a huge map, too- against a heavy mech lance with three archers. And it's a moonless night, and exactly one mech has jets. So I'm going to play it, enact history's slowest charge of the light brigade, and get shot to pieces by massed LRM fire before getting in weapons range, and that'll be another lance gone. Probably should just round 1 quit that one too. Yeah, it's time to delete this folder.