Okanogan, North America...a thousand years can change a lot of things. Phoebe stepped out of the drop-pod, feeling earth's gravity and air on her skin for the first time in seven years. It didn't matter that this wasn't
her Earth.
There's a taste in the air, even now, a sense, a smell...something about the trees, maybe. The coordinates were something burned into her memories of home, and this was it.
she spread her arms, and the drones flooded out of the cases, mapping and probing.
a thousand years can change a lot about a place.
But a thousand years can't erase some changes.
she didn't find what she was looking for.
"I thought you'd come here." Victor Steiner Davion said, stepping out of his compromised hiding place. "John's report on your psychology was pretty extensive."
"Congratulations." Phoebe said flatly, and the drone swarm dropped to the ground, inert. "It isn't here, it never was, was it?"
"A lot changes in a thousand years." he said amiably. "What is 'it'?"
"Something, traces of someone." she said, "I can't check Tulalip because that was flattened with nukes, but I spent a lot of time at Lisa's family's ranch, and hanging out at Alice's, especially after I dropped out of school."
"Why'd you drop out?"
"I didn't think I was good enough. Is this the part where you put me under arrest?"
Victor snorted, "No. What would I charge you with, 'educating the masses'? saving thousands of lives? killing terrorists? not going to arrest you, Miss Keene." He shook his head, "you know, I
do know right from wrong. Yvonne confirmed you've put Libraries on most of the Outback worlds, with teachers-something my father couldn't manage with all the resources of the Federated Commonwealth behind him. You're really you, not a simulacrum, right?"
"It's really me." she said, "solving a worry."
"What worry?"
"That it would be here." she told him, "that I really was in the future, my future, that my friends, my
family were all actually dead. Now, I can pretend they're still alive somewhere out there. an anchor to keep me sane...enough."
"To not go full-blown villain?" he asked.
"Yeah. All I have to do to stop myself, is wonder if Lisa would approve, if Judah would be ashamed." she told him, "Or remind myself that Moira cares."
"Family grounds us." He said, nodding, "I think about Arthur, or Mom, and worry about what Pete or Yvonne will think. I get it."
"Do you? You didn't mention
her."
"because it hurts." he told her. "It hurts every day, every night."
she nodded. "I get that. sucks to lose everyone."
"I hope I never have to face that." Victor told her. "Devlin's kind of put out that you won't meet with him in person...he'll probably be up a wall that you didn't run when you detected
me."
"I don't think I matter on that scale, Sir." she said, "If he tries to listen to Lear, there's going to be another mess, and I'm good for my word, I won't be the one to clean it up."
"You know, you could choose to talk to him." Victor noted.
"Yeah, that won't work either." Phoebe said, "Charismatic and strong willed people don't take advice well. I know this, and I don't want to end up like Striker, following a charismatic leader after that leader's defeat."
"There's a barbecue and a picnic table." Victor suggested, "I've got food in the cooler, if you don't mind bad cooking."
"Barbecue is almost never bad." Phoebe told him, and fell in to his left. "This is, in my world, where the Quentin Ranch used to stand...is standing maybe."
"Well, in this world, it's a park." He said, "for a while, it was a preserve managed for the Camerons, and for a while it was used as a retreat by Comstar."
She chuckled. "Funny..."
***
"...figured out I was being used, so I submitted my resignation and walked." Phoebe finished, as Victor turned the steaks, he grabbed another bottle of Pyramid, and sat down across from her.
"What triggered it?" he asked.
"One of her science guys wanted to look at microneural connections." Phoebe said, "Dad's kind of research."
"you don't have much regard for your father."
"he was a sperm donor, he was in prison before I was born, and good riddance-he used mind control implants and devices to commit petty crimes...this is good beer."
"it is. So, daughter of a would-be conqueror, huh? Candace would love to sit with you...if she were still alive."
Phoebe shrugged, "Yeah."
"So what's the plan?" he asked.
"The Libraries are out there." Phoebe said, "I guess I kind of said 'good bye' now, I'm thinking maybe Rimward." she said, "Or off into the deeps, take a ship and go all 'Star Trek', Strange new Worlds and maybe new civilizations."
"Explorer Corps stuff?" he looked interested.
"Yeah." Phoebe said, "this isn't my world, I don't really belong here. For christ's sake, you have
Feudalism!!"
He laughed. "I guess it might seem strange to an outsider. Devlin wants to try a republic."
"The problem with 'try a republic' is asking
what kind?" Phoebe observed, "I'm from the USA, okay? a nation that hasn't existed for centuries, in this timeline, it
failed. Lisa would be
appalled, but I can almost grasp why...but I can't live in a world where princesses have real power and every government is some shade of absolute monarchy. It would get too tempting to go Daddy's route, and decide I should actually
be in charge."
"you've got some unique qualifications." Victor observed.
"No, I have
power. Power doesn't mean wisdom, honor, it doesn't mean ethics or morals, and when I flex my power to fullest, I'm rendered completely amoral, governed solely by logic and objectives. That alone would make me the worst sort of tyrant." she shook her head, "I'm not good with that, not when I disconnect and am
myself."
"I feel that. When I was Archon-Prince, all the choices hurt someone." he said.
"Yeah, and if you stop caring, you become a tyrant." she suggested. "Once you stop caring about the consequences to other people, to the people who look to you, it's really easy to become a monster that deserves to have their heart punched out."
"Miss Keene, mind if I ask you a favor?"
"What?"
"When you leave, make sure there's a sense you'll be coming back." he told her, "it'll scare the hell out of them, maybe even enough to keep it from...going bad."
"No promises." she said.
"That's even better." He agreed.
He checked the steaks, and there was a smell...of ozone, followed by a 'whump' sound, this startled him into turning around, to see a hole in the air. On the other side, was night, and a woman dressed in a white top-hat, decorated with a blue band and white stars, long blue jacket, red vest, and red-and-white striped pants. "Phoebe!! come on! Judah Can't keep this open for long!!"
Phoebe stood up, "Lisa?"
"YEah!! You've been
missing for weeks!!""Years here." she said, "How are you keeping-"
"Come on!!" the woman gestured, and Victor got a sense of something...larger from her.
"My god, my ride's here..." Phoebe turned, "Tell them any story y ou want, Victor Steiner-DAvion, but tell them also, I make no promises about staying away!!"
she stepped into the portal, and it closed with a bang of returning air.
Victor looked at the steaks, "No promises..."